One
Truth
Will
set you free of all of life’s misery.
Feel free to flip threw the pages of my journey and
my life. The one promise I
make to myself and to you is that this is MY ONE TRUTH. I’ve
told so many lies in my life, I’ve lost myself to them, I want to return
to just me, just Debra and this is my journey to that
person. | |
This is me
and my name is Debra Sims. I
am 26 years old and live in Baytown, Texas, about 30 minutes east of
Houston. I’ve lived here the
majority of my life and graduated from Barbers Hill ISD in 2000. Since then I haven’t done a damn
thing with my life other than get married and recently getting
divorced. No children to
speak of but I do have three four legged furry children named Momma,
Poppa, and Spooky (cats of course.)
I am bipolar, have borderline personality disorder, and have been a
cutter for 5 or 6 years. This
year marks a huge step for me, treatment. After leaving my husband I knew
something had to change, drastically or I was going to die. For the first time in my life I
went to a shrink and got medication (Effexor and Lamitcal) and my life has
improved since then but it’s not perfect. I have set out on a personal quest
to find what I lack and want most in life purpose. With purpose comes a passionate
fulfilled life that I have only dreamed of and I’ll be damned if I waste
another minute of my life not seeking it. I have my basic needs taken
somewhat care of, I have my own place to live, a car, a job, medical
insurance, and of course my babies.
I should be content with that, but I’m not. There has got to be something more
out there for me, something I was put here to do. I just know that is a fact, always
have, but gave up entirely to easily after several heartbreaks and
failures. See that smiling
face to the left, that’s me and I was sincerely happy at that moment, I
want to live with that smile all the time not just for pictures. I am sure I’ll stumble and fall,
but isn’t that better than not trying at
all? | |
